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Lately I've been a little busy working finally. My waitressing is going great. It's only been four days but I'm picking up the restaurant etiquette real quickly. My first big table yesterday that I waited on solo gave me a $20 tip, so I was impressed with the response to what I've learned. Before I left work yesterday, she patted me on the back and said, "You will make great tips here if you continue to do what I taught you." She has opened my eyes to a whole new way of making tips. It's not just about taking orders and delivering food correctly.

I also started my pre-planning for my job as Activity Director at Hidden Valley RV Resort. I'm so excited because there's a lot of brain work and orginization that's going to need to go into it. I have Memorial Day Weekend all planned out and I'm encouraging a lot of outdoor activities. I said I wanted a job that allows me to work outside and damnit I'll get it. Haha! But it's coming along nicely.

As of right now I'm in a rut. I'm living with the parentals still which is killing me. My car is still just sitting in front of the house and I have little than $100 to my name. I'm in a rut. I'm trying not to beat myself up about it b/c a lot of my frustration is coming out on my relationship with my boyfriend of four years. But we're still so young I feel he's too insensitive to how I'm feeling right now. Trapped. But he'll continue to do the things he's always done and I'll do mine and here we'll be. It doesn't help that my hormones are all over the place at the time. I just can't seem to stay happy for very long. I've been here once and it sucks but I'm strong and I know I'll get through it. I just have to work my ass off.

By then end of June I'm hoping to have at least accumulated a grand. As well as start paying off a loan from my parents and stay focused. The days are real boring for now but things will pick up quick.