Year 2001 i got sick and due to that i lost my memory,,i reconize my family and friends but didnt know their name ,,lost my childhood memory, all gone, puff, but over the years i gained some memory back.
I used to be an spontaneous,adventurous and creative woman ,paint,write poetry ,did ceramics,played guitar loved to sing!!
I used to think i was happy and knew it all, but i know now even if i dont have much left of my spontaneous,adventurous and creative past that im much happier today.
Today i have Love for life in a difrent way ,i am more humble,im more aware of others than just me!! I used to look at life with hazy eyes ,nowdays its clear and crisp.
Sure i wish i could burst out singing again but have hard time to learn new stuff,some songs i do remeber from past ,and i have my moments singing to my neighbours dispaire :-)
Anyway so today i took out my paint ,brushes and canvas ,it was years and years ago and i gave it a try,,damn it didnt flow as it used to do but it felt good so damn good!!
Consensus of it all: i can be a blessing to have a life changeing moment even if you dont think so!!