Do you know these crazy days where you just feel ill and you can't do anything else?
It's so troublesome, laying in bed all day, the only thing you can do is coughing and having your bones ache to the point of not wanting to be ill anymore and actually be able to work or go to school?
Well, if you know that feeling you totally get my point now.
I've been ill for the past 4 days and all I could do was laying down doing nothing but having pain.
The past four days I ate half as much than I normally eat in ONE whole fucking day. And I love eating! I really do!
It totally sucks and I have no motivation to do nothing anymore.
Truely, It's then, when you start thinking about what you're going to do with life and what you've already done.
Well, I am one of those persons to think about the past because the future really scares me.
But everytime I think about the past I get that feeling, that even though you are still living a good life, the past just seems to be better.
Everything is more colourful, more wonderful.
Everything is more and more and more!
And you get sad because of the actions you made and the things you never did and stuff..