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birth: beauty in pain and love

2008.02.07
Baby E. is on the way. Gabrielle has chosen natural childbirth. She's resting between contractions.

I am not a mother, and I didn't know what I might experience in the delivery room. I have seen many 'befores' and many 'afters', but the during was a mystery to me. I was unprepared for how shockingly beautiful a birth could be. Ordinarily, I find seeing someone in physical pain very disturbing. There was something different about this time. It was the way she let her pain move through her. I am in awe of her. Here she looks to me like something Michaelangelo might have carved in marble.




Midwife Marlene puts her heart into her work.

This is the final contraction. This is the birth.

and there she is, giving us her first yawp.

at the heart of the turning world

I'm bound by the beauty.

somebody's mother and father.

Somebody. Welcome to the world, little Elska. Elska means 'to love' and also 'beloved'. Elska Shalom. Looks to me like she's counting her blessings.


James is holding his daughter for the first time.

what a gift she has given me - to invite me to be a witness here.


Gabrielle flowed through the process of giving birth. James radiated love and excitement. Little Elska is a marvel. She opened her beautiful eyes wide, took immediate comfort in her mother's touch, and knew just what to do right from the start.

About two hours after the birth, James, Gabrielle and baby Elska were ready to go home together. She had never given birth before and, with Marlene's expert guidance, she just did it. A few hours from check in to check out of the hospital.

Gabrielle seemed to stay present and in touch with her body through the birth. In a few days, I want to ask her about her feelings during the birth, and I'll add more text later.

She's entranced with her baby and her partner. I don't think she has really noticed what a phenomenal woman she is.

julia gotz

p.s.: here is Elska a month later.
70 Comments
budrons incredible. thank you very nice and emotional
budrons · 2008-02-07: 10:53
vterezia very emotional!!!
vterezia · 2008-02-07: 11:17
LostAspen Wow, what an emotional set!
LostAspen · 2008-02-07: 11:30
lexlevans these are AMAZING! there are no words to describe how well you captured these. congrats to the mom and dad. and seriously - fantastic job on documenting this magical moment!!
lexlevans · 2008-02-07: 12:04
Heather Oh I am so excited! I decided to have a peek at your photos today! x, HB
Heather · 2008-02-07: 14:00
focussed For lack of a better word I'm also going to say AMAZING! What a journey. You've captured so many emotions here. I love the finish with the mother in the last shot looking so so happy.
focussed · 2008-02-07: 14:15
abbeyh13 what a brave and honorable woman!!!!!!
these made me cry seriously....
but by #15 I had a HUGE smile on my face!
incredible and emotional set.
wonderful.
abbeyh13 · 2008-02-07: 14:55
Sheldon I'm verklempt.
Sheldon · 2008-02-07: 15:13
rumekintun bravo ... very emotive post ...
the faces in #3, #11 and #13 are amazing ...
rumekintun · 2008-02-07: 16:11
sutbali OMG! This is a beautiful set!!! Very touching!!! I have tears in the eyes...such as last time, when you put your story about the russian old lady on the photoblog... Thank you very much for this posts:)))
sutbali · 2008-02-07: 16:57
Peche What a beautiful, beautiful set Julia.
Thank you so very much for sharing :)
Peche · 2008-02-07: 17:09
Karibbean This set is wowwwwww! fantastic, really beautiful, very moving post, I could almost feel her pain!
great set,!
Welcome Baby E
Karibbean · 2008-02-07: 17:11
Carley How very beautifully you have captured these precious moments! Congratulations, and welcome, little Elska!
Carley · 2008-02-07: 17:55
TheCrazyCroat This is an amazing series.
TheCrazyCroat · 2008-02-07: 19:35
sunshineand precious!
sunshineand · 2008-02-07: 20:38
Tomasnomas Guaoooooooooo! sin palabras
Tomasnomas · 2008-02-07: 21:08
vollenda This is an amazing series. I've never seen anything like it. Beautiful! And baby E is very cute and sweet.
vollenda · 2008-02-07: 22:54
egal73 Thank you and thank them!
egal73 · 2008-02-08: 00:11
Leokurian wow
Leokurian · 2008-02-08: 02:37
longimanus I was holding my breath while looking at these... THe birth of my son seems to be so close like yesterday... these images reminded me of those amazing moments. Not the pain, because the pain you forget the moment the baby is there... but this increadible feeling of power and joy. I am sure she is as thankful for documenting so wonderfully the most important moments of her life as thankful you are for having witnessed this fantastic event. I can imagine someone who did not experience something like that would think this is too intimate to share it with the public... but when you give birth, you want to share it with the whole world (this is how I felt too, I have Jamies birth on video)... it is the most wonderful and natural experience of the life! Thanks for sharing, thank you sooo much!
longimanus · 2008-02-08: 02:55
nasser wonderful post!thanks for sharing
nasser · 2008-02-08: 03:25
kackac it deeply moved me. very strong photos. thank you
kackac · 2008-02-08: 05:24
mintra Wow.. a really beautiful set.Cheers for the newborn child.Love all the pics :))
mintra · 2008-02-08: 05:53
rolpa What an event! Beautiful shots.
rolpa · 2008-02-08: 07:53
eyesandheart "what a gift she has given me - to invite me to be a witness here. "

And what a gift you have given back --- not only to them, but also to us all ... thank you!!
eyesandheart · 2008-02-08: 08:28
DancingDolphin Fabulous work. It was the gift that kept going, thanks for sharing it with all of us. They will have some wonderful photos to remember this time! The last shot is just perfect.
DancingDolphin · 2008-02-08: 08:42
jendayee Thousands of Bravos to you ! I admire your proper shooting ! We don't need more. We have everything. The main person and her feelings, the father standing and being a great support, and the baby giving so much joy ! Splendid and marvellous ! THANK YOU ! Welcom to the baby, and congratulations to the happy parents.
jendayee · 2008-02-08: 09:39
Madoc Powerful post.
What has more power than life? Nothing.
Birth is the most magical, memorable moment one can live.
You caught the suffer and the joy magnificiently in these shots.
What a great luck you had to be allowed to be there with your camera, and what a great luck we all have here to be allowed to contemplate the work of a wonderfully talented photographer such as you!
Madoc · 2008-02-08: 09:45
Freyja Thanks for sharing, it's a wonderful and touching set!
Freyja · 2008-02-08: 10:08
MIRWAN it's very drmatic n touching work...
MIRWAN · 2008-02-08: 14:07
Sakura8 breath taking pics! added 7 to favs!
Sakura8 · 2008-02-08: 15:08
photopoet Incredibly beautiful, sensitive photos. Welcome to the world Little E.
photopoet · 2008-02-08: 15:23
lenkailenka I just cannnot say how these pictures express feelings! I love the 11th.
lenkailenka · 2008-02-09: 01:05
luucha beautiful set!!!
luucha · 2008-02-09: 01:54
Zedsdead Good grief, I could hardly bear to continue scrolling down, and yet i couldn't stop either. I don't know whether to thank you, or to curse you. I felt every moment of that, which makes it mighty good photojournalism in my book!. ?:O
Zedsdead · 2008-02-09: 09:33
Genevieve what an amazing set...it brought tears to my eyes...you have a way with this kind of thing!
Genevieve · 2008-02-09: 10:36
bacco66 Wow! thanks for delivering this beautiful moment ... It reminds me of my son birth
bacco66 · 2008-02-09: 15:26
Mehrsun it is really impressive.
Mehrsun · 2008-02-09: 15:31
ClaudePechabaden These are such moving pictures...They are so amazing. Thank you Julia.
ClaudePechabaden · 2008-02-09: 18:04
sakurawen Thanks for sharing it....I am so scare of it!!!!...but I thing the main thing is to give the opportunity of living....even if this world sometimes made me feel without hope...
sakurawen · 2008-02-09: 18:20
Rowen That is just beautiful! Gabrielle, you remind me of my Mother! It is nice to see another female cousin too!
Rowen · 2008-02-09: 19:52
ambersunsets Very touching pictures. This family will cherish them for years to come.
ambersunsets · 2008-02-09: 21:03
Janiee These are more than good photographs,
It was a splendid set…more than that…
I can’t use a word to describe my feelings,
I wish I could witness a new life born into our world too.
Janiee · 2008-02-10: 10:37
Bushman ... ... so expressive... and personal, I think... great moment, great photos !!!
Bushman · 2008-02-10: 11:00
chipotle these comprise a beautiful set.

one, ten and eleven would stand alone solidly.
chipotle · 2008-02-10: 11:16
ncshutterbug What an incredibly moving set. I have tears in my eyes. Thank you (and thank Gabrielle and James) so much for sharing.
ncshutterbug · 2008-02-10: 12:37
Andrea67 complimenti!!!!
Andrea67 · 2008-02-10: 13:57
dwojuna very emotional!!! beautiful..............amazing set...wow!!!!!!!!!!
dwojuna · 2008-02-10: 15:53
emmetan so amazing... you did a good job capturing the moments!
emmetan · 2008-02-10: 18:03
EarwenElore [tears on her eyes] no words...
EarwenElore · 2008-02-11: 16:55
Soyam incredible set you are simply the best life reporter...
Soyam · 2008-02-12: 08:07
EddieD125 Great photos Julia, reminds me of the strength that woman do have, knowing pretty much what they are getting into, for the miricle of life, they go on with it. Proves that strength is measured in not by muscles alone, but with-in the mind. Very well done, and good taste in this display of the miricle at work..........
EddieD125 · 2008-02-12: 10:14
davidcardona mEmOrAblE!
davidcardona · 2008-02-13: 02:16
Primavera Absolutely remarkable!!
Primavera · 2008-02-13: 13:05
t2d4th Oh wow!!! They will treasure these pictures for the rest of their lives. Awesome that you did this.
t2d4th · 2008-02-14: 10:22
krx72 take a bow j.g.
here's to the little one and her parents. thanks all for sharing.
what memories they will always have and thanks to you what photos.
krx72 · 2008-02-14: 15:15
Sheldon I commented already but am back. This is a great set - one of the best - I love the Michelangelo feel to #2 & 3 and just the amazing power and love throughout. Also the combinations of #15 are touching.

My real amazement is that you have such friends that they included you, that they consented to you taking pictures of this SPECIAL event, and that they allowed us to see some of the joy here. BRAVO!
Sheldon · 2008-02-14: 21:47
philip Well it all looked a bit 2 easy for ..... James

hurry up and bring her out to Sydney your sister and friends are waiting

Love 2 you 3
philip · 2008-02-15: 21:53
claudia julia u are the best!!!!! I love your pictures are sooooo amaizing thank you so much for make me feel alive again and dont forget how beautiful its life no matter what!!!
claudia · 2008-02-16: 00:21
claudia julia u are the best!!!!! I love your pictures are sooooo amaizing thank you so much for make me feel alive again and dont forget how beautiful its life no matter what!!!
claudia · 2008-02-16: 00:22
Lindyart gorgeous :) one of the most beautiful sets of shots I've seen!
Lindyart · 2008-02-16: 18:30
jagungal Primordial and elemental images of one of life's greatest beauties and mysteries — an absolutely magnificent documentary series, done with such sensitivity!
jagungal · 2008-02-17: 03:21
nemedine Istenem. Megkönnyeztem ezt a sorozatot.
nemedine · 2008-02-17: 16:31
tiffany intense environment but the takehome msg I got was how well she was supported through the birth, including role of photographer! would that all starts on this earth could go so well.
tiffany · 2008-02-20: 10:13
MrSaSa great set. Like new life.....
bravo
MrSaSa · 2008-02-22: 06:25
etodd80 Holy smokes, intense series. Great job capturing the emotion!
etodd80 · 2008-02-27: 22:15
intothesun i got very teary then. beautiful.
intothesun · 2008-04-26: 12:26
gderuiter Yes. I, too, am weeping. Your sensitivity FINDS the beauty in the pain through the light thrown on your subject and the camera angle you shoot from. This is a deeply moving, masterful series. This family is so fortunate to have had you there to reflect back to them what they were too much a part of to see.
gderuiter · 2008-04-30: 07:42
FCMFotoguy Most precious, new life offers such hope to all. Beautiful set.
FCMFotoguy · 2008-05-05: 17:36
fermuor Enhorabuena!!!!!
fermuor · 2009-10-27: 16:17
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