The loneliness of the single male

Why do I get depressed by the actions of my friends?
Why can I not be more reasonable?
Am I overreacting?
Being unreasonable because they have other things to do?
Other things on their mind?
Too busy?

Not replying to emails -
Not keeping in touch -
And worse, sending you an email asking for an answer to something, and then when you reply not even bothering to acknowledge!

Or tonight, socialising and having fun without me.
OK I guess it was all a misunderstanding - if I had known you would all be there I would have gone and joined in.

Or is that right? - did I have an invite?
Well not really and certainly not since plans changed.
All it would have taken was
"why dont you come and join us?"

But it never came .....

Anyway I guess that, in reality, I would have been a spare part.

But being in need of social company - and having had it the past few days makes it all the worse.

It was such an amazing weekend - and now its .....

Well...?

Do I drink some Bergerac?
Do I go to bed?
Do I send another text?
Do I sit here and get more morbid?

Do I post this blog and reveal my thoughts?
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