A sacred day "Christmas"---the bond of the life / 緒

I live in Japan.
It is the same in town of any place, but Japan / Yokohama is one color of Christmas now, too.
The towns overflow with the smile of people.
father held a lot of presents ,lovers embrace each other, mother lead the child walk by the hand and buy a cake and friends give the laughter and walk... overflow in the downtown.

I want to give prayer calmly in this day.
Christmas is one on a day to feel weight of the life for me most.
My womb was one universe once at the time when there was still my daughter in my womb.
It was the universe of the life.
The universe remains silent now.
But my neighbor has my beloved daughter instead.

On December 24, it is Christmas Eve.
I thank a daughter laughing in the next to me now and thank for life itself, and give prayer to the world.