Its a new day

well yesterday I went to the river and took pictures of my girlfriend, her beauty is somthing that I feel I need to capture more. As of late I have been at a loss on how I am going to further my education. I cant find a cosigner and I feel like everyone wants me to go to college but they just dont want to help me with getting there. life sometimes feels like a really sad movie where you have good times but yet they still dont outweigh the sadness in a persons life. A movie where those tear jerker moments happen more often than the smile in the actors face. I feel like my life right now would be a movie my relatives would go see and cry at but when they leave they would say to eachother wow I cant believe no one helped that poor kid go to college and try to make his life and his childrens lives better. I think family is just a support system without the obligations of a caring person. they say that they care and that they are there for you through everything but when your down and out and you need someone to help you I mean really help you and they are not there then you begin to question wether or not they are telling you the truth about how much they care for you and wether they really have your back through it all. family is a joke and so is financial aid. fuck you mom.

Thank you,

Tony

Quote “Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?
someone tell me y” - Tupac Shakur