Holding Back The Years

"Holding Back The Years" title has nothing to do with my age or my look at my age. I am perfectly glad about it ...

There is another thing that makes me select this title.
I lost a job as a software developer a couple months ago. Since then I am unable to get another one withing IT field.
These days I have been thinking about changing my career.
And, it is going to be nothing else but Photography. I already got a couple offers , so I will see ....

Holding back the years,
Thinking of the fear I’ve had for so long.
When somebody hears,
Listen to the fear that’s gone.
Strangled by the wishes of patter,
Hoping for the arm of mater,
Get to me sooner or later,

Nothing ever could, yeah.
Ill keep holding on,
Ill keep holding on.

Chance for me to escape from all I know.
Holding back the tears.
There’s nothing here has grown.
I’ve wasted all my tears,
Wasted all those years.
Nothing had the chance to be good,

Nothing ever could, yeah.
Ill keep holding on,

Ill keep holding on,
Ill keep holding on,
So tight.