past

sometimes, i feel everything was just a dream.

feeling like,

nothing happened,
i hurt nobody,
ive never got hurt, ever.

however it did happen,
i did hurt somebody,
and i also did get hurt because of it.

the one thing i think its good,
is that i learned im still immature and cant make somebody happy yet.

now im not ready to be with someone.
i need time to start something with someone.

i dont like distance.
it makes my thought horrible.

i dont wanna get that awful feeling, never.