Unfit shots - Take Two

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I've had my share and I didn't like it.

I turn to my favourite things,
son
wife
camera
outting with my family

These "creature+s" hurt me deep; mind, body, soul.
I frequently shed tears looking at my son saying "Useless am I".
I tried turning to Darth Vader for help but he kept saying "You are weak old man"
Alas after the doctors failed, I turned to the doctors that don't use pills and they found unimagined things in me. 2 of them I met and both confirmed it.
Sorry was I for the "creature+s" who were burried inside me, may god forgive them. But I never felt sorry for the fella who sent me these (if any).
It took me a while to gather my thoughts just to stay on track and I owe it to a whole bunch of people especially my Mom and Wife. They held me all the way.

In my journey of finding the path, I captured a few moments of it and I will always remember it and if there is a third entry for this, I will search down who was responsible.

- N -

PS : Congrats Fudge (watthafudge.blogspot.com - sorry don't know/lazy to do hyperlink) on quitting !! I still can't kick my 15 years though... hik hik :( Maybe you can teach me your secrects. I can't flee from it even 1 week, ada jugak satu dua sampai.

- R -