Photos taken at Little India, Singapore.
PC was in my mind when I saw this bird high above there. I received an email from her yesterday and I think I should give all of you an update on her condition as some of you have asked about her. Her email as following:
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Hi all,
Thanks for all the effort, somehow I feel bad to have make you all worry and slog hard to raise fund for me. That day, when I was in my quiet time, I talked to God, all along in my life, I was taught to give give and give... I am not used to receiving from others... Somehow God revealed to me, sometimes you must humble yourself, especially when in need of help. Don't always think that you are high and mighty, only you can offer help, others can help you too... When receving help, just receive it with gratitude... Then I said, ya hopefully one day I have the ability to return them .... Then God gave me another lesson, well, in life, sometimes it's not always about give back. If you can't pay back, why don't you pay it forward?? He really gave a big knock to my head, how come I never thought of it. At the moment, I don't know what I can do to pay forward, I am praying about it...So far, God wants me to understand more of His words...
Last week I had my 3rd chemo after surgery, the tumour marker is high, I will have to go through a CT scan 2 weeks later to check if there is any relapse (Please please pray for me it will be a positive report, thanks!)... Everytime I go for chemo, always hope it's the last one.... Even though I should feel numb to needle piercing though skin as I have lost count how many times I have gone through it, the fear is still same like the first time. I always need to remind the nurses that my veins are very fine and they have to be very accurate so as need not poke me more than once. Sometimes, I met some less experienced nurses and they would make my day very suffering. It reminds me when I was still in hospital after surgery, they drew blood from me everyday for check-up. Until one day, few nurses came and wouldn't be able to draw any blood out from me. I told them my blood had been dried out as they drew it so frequent. Finally the doctor came, tried poking 5 to 6 areas of my arms but no blood came out, then they finally convinced that I didn't have enough blood and did a blood transfusion for me. Now when I think back, I didn't know how I went through that period. I guess I couldn't make it without God's mercy and strength given to me. Right now, though I am still fighting the battle, I have much confidence that I will win the victory, so long as I hold a strong faith in Jesus' healing power and focus on God's words... I must give thanks to God that I have many true friends around me to support and help me out... Sometimes I think, though I am not rich, but I am very wealthy as my greatest wealth is to have kinship and friendship, so I have no regrets in life...
I want to close with a prayer for you all.... Father Lord, thank you Lord for your love... We all know how to love because you first love us... When u made us according to your image, you also put the seed of love into our hearts so we know how to love others. Today my friends or even strangers that I never meet, stretch out their hands to help me, ask me to focus on my health and let them take care of my medical bills. I am so touched, Lord, not by the money they raised for me, but their love for me. Some friends, though unable to help me due to thier financial constraint, their calls, visits, gifts or emails are also a great source of support for me, thanks a lot for that! Father Lord, at this point I know I can do nothing for them but to pray for them. Use me as a light to those who never know you or hear about you, may they come to know how wonderful and powerful you are and all that you have done in my life. Everyone saw me said that I do not look like a final stage patient at all, thank God. Let me be an inspiration and encouragement to those in difficulties as when they think of what I have gone through, their problems become trivial and solvable. Father, you bless them abundantly in their health, finance, family, career, business, relationship and every area of their lives. In the name of Jesus we pray, Amen.
P/S: Have always wanted to start a blog, so u all can have more live update from me (Sound like a big star, huh :) So far haven't resolved the technical problem to Windows Space as this is the only blog i have free internet access. Will resort to other site if this really can't work.
Love, PC
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I am sure HE is watching her from high above...
You can view photos of her at:
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/18/
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/19/
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/20/
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/21/
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/22/
http://www.photoblog.com/emmetan/2007/07/24/
Thanks for your help and keeping her in your prayers...
