4 July 2008
It has not been a good day... really. I didn't get enough sleep last night and it was hard for me to focus at work today.
I took a few hours time off this afternoon hoping to spend time with PC as I won't be able to visit her tonight, tomorrow morning and afternoon. My original plan was to spend 3 hours with her this afternoon but I ended up leaving her place after 30 minutes.
What I experienced today at her place upset me a lot...
PC’s feet have turned from dark red to almost black today. Her half-opened eyes gazing up blankly into space most of the time and I wonder if she has ever slept. She is still breathing off oxygen supplied through the mask and it pains me really each time seeing her struggling with her breath.
PC was discharged from hospital on 2 July and she is FINALLY on I.V. drip this afternoon. P, the church counselor was telling PC's hubby yesterday that even praying for a miracle is impossible if PC had no food or water to sustain her body.
I keep recalling what PC said to her mum more than one week ago that she is dying soon but she is not able to go because she is kept in a cage... What is she trying to tell us? I am still stretching my head...
I don't know what else I can do for PC now except praying for her. I keep reminding myself that certain things are not within my control. I guess praying for her is the most I can do for her now...
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