CONGRATS on the RAW shot!!!!!!!!!! This one is AWESOME...absolutely perfect lighting. I love each light above your head...the glass of wine and the excellently placed bottles of wine next to you. Great song choice...I added this MASTERPIECE to my favs :))
Its a great picture. And by setting it up and staging it, it means that you have got a good perspective on what is going on. You are able to stand outside of yourself and look in. If you had just got really pissed, and totally depressed, you would never have produced such a good image. And in RAW processing too.
You will get through all this for sure!