Things for granted

My consultant didn't like my case presentations at all today. He thinks that I didn't put in enough effort for the assessment meeting. I think so too. To prepare for this meeting, all I did was many sessions of FIFA online and none of the reading of cases.

To sit there opposite him, trying to talk my way out of this mess, just got the whole situation shittier by the minute. He wasn't impressed at all, more by my mediocre effort in persuading him to sign the piece of paper so I don't have to make another appointment with him.

He definitely didn't buy that shit. After all he's an orthopaedic consultant. Some of them are nice. He's nice. Just not as nice as I thought he would be.

Farking hell for god's sake, arghhhh I hate myself. EFFORT!! Come on..

Ok on a lighter note, I just re-read the sentence above.. F*cking hell for god's sake? How's that? Oh well..

Please please please.. sign me off as competent next week PLEASE..........

[EDIT]

Oh no, I need to call my dad tomorrow. Already running low on funds. Argh.. another problem to think about. Also he's going for surgical review regarding his gall bladder polyp. Seriously, I feel like shit. I need to curb spending!

The more I update, the more unpleasant things I do start to surface. I'm not proud of this at all.