Fears.

At different points in my life, I have had many people love me. Some genuinely, some more than others, but I have experienced a lot of love in my lifetime.

One of my greatest fears is that I will never experience that again. That I will never be able to feel it, ever again. Or that anyone will ever feel that way about me. I fear that no one will ever feel so strongly for me as the people who used to love me in the past.

I fear that at some points, I gave up, lost, or pushed away some of the most magnificent people with the most magnificent feelings that I have ever known.

I fear that, in a way, I have lost love. And sometimes I think there is a good chance that it will never find me again.

At different points, I have had people proclaim their love. I have had people prove their dedication and commitment, because they felt that strongly.

I know that I'm not ready for something that big now... But I fear that when I am, it will have already passed me by.

I am afraid life will look at me, shake it's head, and tell me that it gave me too many opportunities that I never took.

I'm afraid no one will ever love me enough to want me. To stay with me.

I'm so afraid that no one will ever love me like that ever again.