It's a tradition in our family to visit churches on Maundy Thursday as small act of penitence in remembrance of the greatest form of love that God gave us, His son, Jesus.

As always, i failed to prepare for the time span of 40 days... i mean i just forget it because my life has been in limbo since last year and it's foundation is beginning to crumble. Honestly, i have doubt God in many times but He has His own ways of showing His love to me and to my family...He loves us all the He gave His only begotten Son to save us from our sins. i feel ashamed of thing that i have thought towards God and that i let my weakness get the best of me... Many times i have been in low side of my life... you know asking him what the hell is happening... if i'm going crazy or it's just life driving me crazy. You see, life has it's tendency to break us apart both our mind and our souls that extends to our faith and relationship with God... i cannot say that i have read the bible and i know Him as He is and not just the God that the society is portraying Him to be.. but I SWEAR. HE EXISTS. on every down low of my life and i thought of giving up He uses other people to regain my strength... to believe again, to be hopeful that somedays are better and some days are worst but still if have Him it is bearable. all of the things are bearable because you have a friend that is always at your side, a listener who never complains, and a father that shows the really meaning of love.

This is when i finally let go of everything that bothers me throughout the years... this is when I put an end to all my doubts and worries.

May you all have a meaningful Lenten season, God bless. :)