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April 24, 2008

2008.04.24
what a strange day. I don´t have pictures to describe the terror and the confusion. I didn´t feel like taking pictures or work with pictures at all, but for the sake of the documentary it´s important to keep track of time.

As long as i keep my love safe and calm and at peace, but that´s not possible here. I don´t care what somebody says to me or about me, but when i feel the person i love is in danger, i can´t tolerate it.

today we decided to move out as soon as possible and find a place that is safe and quiet for now. Not a longterm decision, only a decision for the NOW and for the next months. Every time Esther and i need to face this kind of battle, it´s life threating for Esther and it´s torture for both of us. Nada mas. No more.

I´m not a city person, but for now an apartment in the city close to the beach will do. In the past i felt much more quiet and safe in nature and outside of cities, right now i feel safer with a city around me as long as my own home is safe and quiet.

later we were watering the trees and the dogs were jumping around and the light was softer. It feels better to have a plan that is realistic and that can work quickly. We have no time to waste. We have no time to wait for something. We need to make every day a good day for us. And we will.

9 Comments
ambersunsets Oh, I can feel your pain in these words. I am so sorry for the crisis you and Esther are going through. I hope you find the peace you need. I am sending positive thoughts your way:)
ambersunsets · 2008-04-24: 17:21
TIM927 Im sorry things dotn go ok right now,,,just never stop fighting for what u want!!!! Tira p'alante ;)
TIM927 · 2008-04-24: 17:38
dromidriver we wish you!!
dromidriver · 2008-04-24: 17:41
Gwadannie wonderful shots !!!
Gwadannie · 2008-04-24: 19:08
mojaroo great post,great description
every day will be a great day its not agood idea,we needs some bad day for a break.otherwise how do i feel what a good day? nice post my freind
mojaroo · 2008-04-24: 21:26
LastFrontier Terror and confusion? I am so sorry! Your images, as always, are remarkable. As someone else remarked, sending positive thoughts.
LastFrontier · 2008-04-25: 01:10
Vil0443 oh little snailies! I love them! :)

for similar experience (funnier though) I suggest our short video on Youtube! :)

www.youtube.com/niiaf
Vil0443 · 2008-04-25: 03:45
mimax2 interesting post
mimax2 · 2008-04-25: 06:12
Jaramiel Siempre me han gustado los caracoles, y aquí los veo como en un sueño...
Jaramiel · 2008-04-25: 15:54
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