lost in the shadows (12/366)
Sometimes i feel i have lost who i am/ used to be. Lately i find myself very reserved towards people, I find that i dont like to let people in. I guess you could say abit of a recluse.
I struggle to trust people.
I used to be loud, fun, outgoing bubbly and up for most things, nowadays i just like to hide behind a wall i have built in front of my feelings and emotions just letting people think everything is fine.
I guess i feel like this because i have become fed up of being used and abused by people ect lying,cheating,untrustworthy,users, there is only so much one can take.
I do have a few select people that i will let in but even sometimes that's a struggle.