celebrating my chance

today is the b'day. cuddling myself with loud kisses on my cheeks,smiles, wishes of happiness and prosperity phone ringing connecting with people and friend from all over the place. missing some of them.

who i was and who i am right now, did something changed? in a strange way yes. i never liked my birthday and after every year that passed i realize what this is all about. i never liked it because i was looking from the wrong direction. it was never about me, selfishness, it's about everything. and now i got it.

in theory i was born now (12pm), i have another chance to make things right. this is what birthday means, what we should celebrate. this chance to make another turn, i was born now and i have all my life in front. a chance for me to be a better person, to make a better place around me. this is the gift life gave us. every year we are born again with new meanings, to actually do it better. we can be happy.