in the car with david this morning. out, first sunbeams for some weeks now. warm signals from everywhere. traffic but we're not rushing. i look at the people in the cars. i see this person, watching out the window, like me. looking at me, at us. i smile. david smiles too. and then, i make this strange movement, like in a dream. very precise, very harsh. i point the camera. i shoot. everything was so fast. i felt such a strange release. david felt the same. he starts laughing out loud, enjoying the moment like a little child. i'm amazed. i feel like crying. in a second we're lost forever in the traffic. i remember i have the instant of this moment. i did not let the instant waste. i live it!
suddenly i feel this frail warm signal in my fingers and toes. small joy. we smile. but after how long time? and how long it will last? i don't know, but i have no other choice. live, live,
live...
