elclic's PhotoBlog

GRAY RED

2008-05-16T22:32:14Z

Shapes

2008-05-14T06:34:00Z

Light and shadow

2008-05-13T19:48:43Z

...When i Hurt her...

2008-05-12T05:17:04Z

She makes me crawl

2008-05-12T04:50:16Z

Muse, Give me Joy

2008-05-11T16:49:52Z

Freak army photo sesion 2

2008-05-10T05:53:14Z

Freak army is a brand of gothic / emo clothes for women. the last sesion i just shoot 2 photos, i mainly was doing asistant work. in this sesion i shoot them all :) well just 4 photos but i like the results. the editing is some curves, bright and contrast. is not the final version.

Through my windowpane !!

2008-05-09T08:38:34Z

And this is how it feels.... at least that gave me ideas of taking shoots with a litle bit of sense of humor, laugh about yourself its the best. Woke up with a shoe in my mouth Should I head north or south? You got me out on the lake And I bank all my dreams on an earthquake And I felt love come in through my windowpane Tripping up the high road Tearing down the low And I saw life chanting out the mantra If you want it, let it go If you want it, sow Words can't express what it means And yes I believe you And I felt love coming through my windowpane Tripping up the high road Tearing down the low And I saw life chant shouting out the window If you want it, let it go If you want i, so... Oh come in through my windowpane Won't you come in through my windowpane Come in through

Procrastinación

2008-05-09T08:12:44Z

Hoy descubri esa palabra, fue aliviadora y al mismo tiempo preocupante. aliviante en el sentido, de que el infierno por el cual paso a veces tienen nombre, aliviado de que a. no soy flojo b. no soy esquizofrenico c. no soy bipolar Preocupado xq puede ser la punta del iceberg de una depresion mayor. cuando uno pospone las cosas, trabajo, estudios, x otras cosas que si le son placenteras. la gran diferencia con un flojo es que el flojo no tiene nada que hacer se relaja y punto. las personas que sufren de este sintoma, pasan por un infierno, no se sienten bien y prefieren hacer otras cosas y cuando la responsabilidad ya cayo entra la culpa, una culpa tan fuerte que afecta tremendamente tu autoestima, entrando en un circulo vicioso de crimen y castigo. es jodido saberlo, pero al menos ahora se que muchas de estas culpas tormentosas solo estan en mi cabeza. ...estoy en un momento en que sacarlas se me hace tremendamente jodido. aguanto golpes, subidas y bajadas pero creo q este sintoma, es la acumulacion de cosas y circunstancias. ahora mi palabra preferida va a ser mantener las cosas sencillas para tratar de no pasar x el infierno al que se que me voy a meter si me hundo en depresiones y el efecto crimen y castigo. Today i discover this word, i felt realese and at the sime time worry. i felt good beacuse the hell wich i am going trough has a name, and worry because it might be a sign of a bigger depression problem. at the same time it was good to know a. i am not a lazy person b. i am not crazy c. i am not bipolar when you left for tomorow what u can do today, when you dont do the stressing things of life for other things that gives you plesuare. the big difference with a lazy person its that the people who suffers this goes trough a big hell. your selfsteem goes to bottom of a deep ocean, you feel worthless. here lays the problem, you get into downward spiral. because everytime you screw it up, you will do it again and again feeling everytime worst and worst. the mind cant hold that much. fuck up isnt ? the good news its that is treathable and doesnt imply medication, i will try harder with meditation.

But ... What if

2008-05-07T07:10:10Z

have ever wonder that ??? what if you couldnt feel ? if u have spare time and nothing to shoot, shoot your self haha :)))