last temptation

I want to be a woman, as well as a man
I want to be your slave, as well as your mentor
swing, shiver and shake
sip, swallow and spit
you fed me poison, I filled you with nutrition
I will preserve your gem inside me
till it flowers from deterioration

you sucked the life out of me
when we don't need an expression
if you are trapped and isolated
please come to my ever-blossom garden
there you will be safe in mother's womb
let unconditional love melt your dread away