The end of the beginning

by Alexandra Pechabadens July. 16, 2016 1494 views


This is the end of the beginning of my blog. I was very upset to see that due to change-over, a lot of my posts from the last 15 years had disappeared. I was in such disarray that since they were gone, I deleted all but one of the entries left. I had been on this blog since 2003 and expressed so much of myself on it.

It was time to move on. I am glad I did it and this blog is no longer what it was. I do hope, and wish, that thanks to the Landmark Course I will be able to move on from feeling I cannot express myself in person and have to use the writen word, available for the "whole world" to see instead. It helped me a lot, hence why I didn't want to let it go. But perhaps it has let go of itself for the good reason of giving way for that other expression to come through so I can become my own blossomed, balanced person.

Regarding this blog, however, thanks to the new admins of this site who actually took the time to reply to my (at the time) angry complaint and gave me the answers to some of the questions and told me how to delete my account if I wanted, then thanked me for staying around after I replied saying their answer had made me a lot more happy, well, perhaps I will leave this blog open for now but I don't think I will post much on it, except perhaps the occurring events that will happen at the Landmark Forum next week-end.  

It is and was time to move on. I just hope now Google will remove all the photos that aren't available anymore with my name, which were on this blog and it was time for those to disappear too. Move on, dear Life!

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Tomie Poodle 4 years, 6 months ago

C'est triste de te voir partir ! Une amie depuis si longtemps, tu etais une des 1 ère et c'était réconfortant de te savoir là.
je comprends tes raisons et PB n'est plus ce qu'il était. Tous les anciens sont partis tu etais une des dernières dans ma liste d'amis.
je vais beaucoup te regretter mais c'est comme ça! N'efface pas ton blog et passe de temps en temps dire bonjour ça nous fera plaisir.
je souhaite le meilleur pour l'avenir mon amie du début et de la fin.
tomie te fait un bisou.

4 years, 6 months ago Edited
Stormfish 4 years, 7 months ago

sad to see you go. i thought with all the editing available now here, the wholev things is way more focussed on text now... and that would suit you. sad to hear that so many of your blog entries seem to have vanished (i'm sure they still exist somewhere in a backup on the developper's side and might be recoverable - but of course not, when you decide to delete your blog.

well, anyway. i understand the reasoning and hear also a certain relief to move on. i hope you'll find good ways to express yourself further in landscaping, as you did here - it was always a pleasure to listen in on your very private rants and thoughts. :-)

cheers & all the best,

4 years, 7 months ago Edited