Somehow

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I can't bear the space

when you leave the place

and this ...proximity

of love


I wonder if it was,

because I don't love me

I wonder if it was,

because you didn't love me.

Oh, insecurity of the child

Oh, insecurity of the adult,

in me


I can't bear the space,

When you leave the room

Sadness strains

Tears flow

Sadness, ohh, sadness

It was why

I didn't want to be touched

Nor loved.

Without love there is no sun, they say

But it's magnifique

it's blissfull and lonely, but

At least there is no living hurt

When the other departs

When we have to let them go

And heal within us

Within us, is that hole;

within us,

Is that hole,

That bleeds...


I miss you when you go

I cry when you are not there

Unbalance will surely grow.. beyond

Maybe I don't love me

Maybe

Maybe

what is missing is self care [...]

I am worthy without you

I am worthy alone

Of attention and love

I am worthy

Am I...worthy?

A lonely soul, oh, a lonely soul

With connection to the ground

.......and the earth.............