Found this and …..
I was looking after my mum. I got a lurgy and made a bed up downstairs so she wouldn't be lonely. I remember it was very challenging looking after her (See Texts to Pea [mumblog.posterous.com]) with a lurgy.
I like this picture though it makes me sad. I like the blurriness and the noise. As if the image is fading like the memory.

i can feel the sadness seeping out of this grainy shot. like a memory one would want to be relieved of, yet it is frozen into your mind and will come back to you any unexpected time. i hope you will always be able to deal with it, one way or the other, since such memories are WORTH to be had, always. :-)