- Posted Sept. 12, 2011 by Mallu Sathya Narayana Reddy Viewed 468 times
Everyday I put a smile on my face
only to make you happy
but maybe today i don't want to.
It's just one of those days where I want to disappear
& get away from everything and everyone
because I hate my life here
I don't remember what being happy feels like
it's been so long.
Nothing seems to make sense anymore
Sadness is who I am
Happiness is all pretend
Depression is all around me
Death is my friend
Maybe when I laugh it's a cry for help
because no one will listen to my tears.
Maybe I've tried to turn into a happy person
but I don't even know who I am anymore
Maybe I don't want to let you in
because all you'll do is hurt me.
Maybe I don't want to talk about it
because I'm ashamed.
The ache in my heart could kill me
I'm haning by a thread, watch me collapse.
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