People. In general. Baffles me.
Interactions, emotion, I guess when they are not strongly present in your life - "feelings" can confuse you.
I understand loneliness and contentment to be the same. If I am happy my instinct to distrust kicks in. In hindsight, I guess I am broken :D
I try so hard to open up, to connect to the point that it becomes unnatural. That awkwardness leaks out. At the back of my head I feel like, sooner or later I might just break this person because I am so unstable.
Perhaps this is the reason why I am a shut-in. Not out of preference, I am forced into this state. Its like a solitary confinement to stop you from contaminating the world.
I have been telling myself its going to be okay.
I guess I just watched the train leave me.
But we carry on, although I do not see one from the horizon..
We wait.. Until the next train comes in..
If no one comes, for sure that dark cloaked friend will surely take you in.