Thank you all for those heartfelt comments. I thought of taking a break but reading all those messages makes it difficult. :)
It is just that so many things are going on, it is hard to track down everything and keep everything in control. With internship, work, impending residency exams and the constant struggle to maintain little shreds of sanity, everything has become a big ball of undifferentiated thoughts that is slowly impeding my normal functioning. Oh i will get through, just trying to get things slowly, normalize them one by one.
Even though i have free time, it is wasted in self retrospection.
I will try to post atleast weekly! Even though i wont be able to get back to everyone personally please do know my thought's will be for and with everyone.
161. Entombed in my own dump...